About Me

Hey people!!!

It's actually been so long since I've updated my introduction (7 months is crazy).

To start with, I'm offically a uni student!!! Architecture isn't exactly what I was expencting and I slightly hate the degree, but I think I'm going to give it more time before I just straight give up. Despite this, I've made so many new friends since moving on campus, and may have started a bad habbit of partying too much hahaha... My bank isn't in the best place right now... If anything I really am embodying Hachi with how I live without a stable job hahaha.

I'm still 18, go by she/her/they and I still don't know what I want to do with this site, so that's at least consistant!?? I have taken down my previous diary entrys as I was slightly embarassed by them (they weren't bad, but still hahaha).

Hope everyone (if anyone) who is reading is having a great time and isn't as sick as I am. It's not fun :( .

Hello to all those who wish to see me struggle with making my little blog thing!!!

I'm Tricky, and I don't exactly know what I'm doing with this blog. You may see me open up about what I'm doing or just straight up talk about how I feel about my life. Although I do have a physical diary that I like to write in, having a digital diary that I can customise whenever sounds like a lot of fun.

For a little about me, I'm an 18 year old (almost) uni student who enjoys drawing(digital and physical), PomPomPurin, NANA/PARAKISS/A lot of Shoujo, Twilight, Jane Austen, and much more!! My pronouns are she/her/they, but I frankly could not give less of a shit if anyone uses differing pronouns :) .

I find myself really relating to Hachi from the shoujo manga/anime, NANA. The relationships Ai Yazawa depicts in her novels are so influentual to how I perceive relationships (romantic,familial, plationic, etc) that they deserve their own blog post, honestly. Hachi's experiences with being a helpless romantic and how she perceives herself are, sadly, quite relatable to my own experiences with love haha!!

I'm not exactly a fan of social media (like Twitter or Instagram) and I'm trying to care for my mental health by not doomscrolling as much on there anymore (can't say it's been effective though). I've also been trying to turn my Youtube recomended into moreinspo for art, relaxing playlists or longform videos on historical topics/indepth analysis on human phychology and human relationships rather than the short slop I've been consuming for a while. I originally moved to spacehey to occupy my time with coding and blogging about my random Star Wars oc's, but I've found that the community has been over run with literal todlers - and as someone who isn't trying to interact with children and toxic people, I've now moved to having my own blog seperate from everyone else. It's good to disconnect from the toxicity and remain at a distance.

For the setup of this blog, I used this base to have a base aesthetic. Here is the actual code if you are also intrested in using it :)